I think I've come to realize, after much inward thought, and reflection. The one thing I long for, the thing I want most, is something real. Something tangible. Whether that be a drive, a passion to do something, some sort of job, career, what have you. Or anything.
I really haven't that one thing to really cling to. There are a couple things worth keeping a grasp on, but, it's really fading pretty fast. I'm in a bad, bad way. In a very bad spot. And the only logical way out, seems such a horribly dead ending job, yet again. Never being anything worth anything.
Perhaps it is my destiny, my place in life to be insignificant, or, at least left to feel as such.
I really haven't that one thing to really cling to. There are a couple things worth keeping a grasp on, but, it's really fading pretty fast. I'm in a bad, bad way. In a very bad spot. And the only logical way out, seems such a horribly dead ending job, yet again. Never being anything worth anything.
Perhaps it is my destiny, my place in life to be insignificant, or, at least left to feel as such.
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