I'm not sure what to do anymore. I try, and try, and try... but, if people who know me don't seem to give a shit.. why should I?

I am at the point where I wish they could feel the pain, maybe then they would understand. But, if they don't care to help, why would they care about the rest?

You can't be a friend if you're never around when someone needs you.

Go, drink you booze, smoke your cigarettes, fuck all of you. I'm out.

The Great White North?

So.. holiday '09 is over.. and good riddance. Now, I look to the future. I still have to work it out with the biggest hurdle in my plan, but, as most know, I am going to try and make a pilgrimage to Alaska.. hopefully before summer.

I plan on making the drive, no flight, etc. According to Google Maps, it's going to be a 3 day trip, easily. I plan on making a stop or two here and there. Not sure if I'm going to do those along the way up, or home. Home would probably sound best.. just in case.